I have been focusing and observing what transit Pluto was doing being conjunct my Sun, that I didn’t notice slippery Neptune when he crossed over to Pisces. My life is being turned upside down (in a fun sort of way… yay Jupiter Apex of a Tsquare) and in a Cappy no nonsense way, anything that doesn’t work is being thrown out. What is left is oddly what I started with many years ago on the verge of adulthood. Apparently, one can go though life and accumulate enough so they are not themselves any longer.
I decided to sell off all my parrots. There was a couple that wanted very badly to take the entire flock (I held back two) and payment arrangements were made. OMG I forgot Saturn was going to go RX one last time in my 8th house…. the turned 2nd from the 7th. I have had to fight and fight and threaten to just get paid monthly. I know another blog about the 8th and Saturn I said I learned…. well sort of, this time I did threaten. I was told by my good friend (pet store owner) who was the focus of the last Saturn rx and not paying me, that the people I did the deal with are good people, but every deal they make sours….. and it has, curdled right up and died. Friend did mention they used to deal in tropical fish. That got the old noggin working. As the woman defensively answered her phone, I disarmed her talking about tropical fish. We have a turtle that I got when he was the size of a nickle, and he is now the size of a saucer and out grown his tank. Well well, a 40 gallon aquarium was offered in place of a late payment. A little more conversation and I found myself taking a 90 gallon aquarium and stand for the rest of the missed payments. I looked at the ephemeris, April 5th, and low and behold Neptune was at zero degree Pisces. The turtle tank showed up and arrangements to bring over the other tank were made.
Changes happening everywhere, and I am calmly accepting them, as it seems I was carrying many burdens I never needed to. I am excited about creating the new tank. When I was 18, I had a goal to become a tropical fish breeder/farm. Pretty wild, since I live in a land locked area with weather patterns that wouldn’t agree. We have some geothermal springs south west of here and I thought… I could work with that, but the Talapia industry started farming fish there because of the warm springs. See, it wasn’t a hair brained idea. I am getting the tropical fish bug bite again (that sounded bad) I look at that empty tank and wonder the possibilities I could use it for. How did I ever let this part of me go? OH, it was the marital relationships and compromise. Need to write a list of what is acceptable to me now One, love aquariums, 2, likes lemons (that is seriously a deal breaker ) Does that mean that I became someone else, I sold out? Damn you Pluto, time to take that, your yucky medicine. What has been salvaged so far? Tropical fish fancy, the color green, listening to the Blues, Astrology, cooking with spices, and a Siamese Cat, just who I always was under the yoke of expectations.
Speaking of the cat, this is weird. The Siamese had a set of kittens about a week old. She went out to do her business and didn’t return. I had to hand feed the kittens and worried what could have happened to her. 2 weeks later (called by Ryoin and a Horary that I hope he shares here) she shows up hysterical meowing at the door. I am petting her and notice there is iodine stain on her shaved belly and an incision scab… she was stolen and fixed! I don’t know where to even look for that… 7th house if the thief? I do have the Saturn going rx in the 8th…. I don’t know. I think I will chalk it up to Alien probe.